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Created on 2005-09-06 19:18:02 (#8226491), last updated 2008-04-01
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| Name: | zack_l337 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1990-02-04 |
| Location: | Austin, Texas, United States |
I imagine anyone reading this already knows me, but for those who don't:
Take everything in my interests as a grain of salt out of a bag of fritos. I don't mean to imply that there's so much more to me (there probably isn't), but that those interests can't communicate anything with any remote accuracy. For example: I like reading, but I am not a reader, for I often take over two weeks to finish a book. It's rare for me to go through a period where I read every day (except for BCIS class, but I don't count that.) I like writing, but I am not a writer, under the same principle. I consistently loaf, but not proudly, and not thoroughly enough to be a loafer (I have refused getting certain video games, for example, because I restrain my loafing). I enjoy inanities, but they piss me off as well. I am not well versed in music, though I love (in a very passionate sense of the term) certain pieces.
You get the idea.
I am not altogether consistent; there is no organizing principle to my life. I am in high school, and I've learned to (I don't think people start out this way) go about things often half-heartedly in a variety of disconnected, meaningless routes and manners. But that doesn't mean when I focus on something, I don't think it through. Rather, it only means that I don't know what I want to focus on.
And that doesn't mean I don't have tendencies either. I like to think that when I'm in a situation that lends itself to being so, I'm thoughtful and intelligent. But considering maintaining that constantly would pretty much wholly compromise my social life (and perhaps my energy), I am very often "fun-loving"--you all know what that implies. Not that it's a bad thing to be careless to purpose ("entertainment" is certainly a purpose, but not a lasting or necessarily important one for the benefit of things), of course, but I think I like myself better when I think. Anyway, neither of those states describe me as a person, because I oscillate between them and others that I probably couldn't recognize, let alone name.
I don't even know if I'll use this, to be honest. So that may have just been a big waste of time. Eh. We'll see. That's my view of myself in a nutshell.
Take everything in my interests as a grain of salt out of a bag of fritos. I don't mean to imply that there's so much more to me (there probably isn't), but that those interests can't communicate anything with any remote accuracy. For example: I like reading, but I am not a reader, for I often take over two weeks to finish a book. It's rare for me to go through a period where I read every day (except for BCIS class, but I don't count that.) I like writing, but I am not a writer, under the same principle. I consistently loaf, but not proudly, and not thoroughly enough to be a loafer (I have refused getting certain video games, for example, because I restrain my loafing). I enjoy inanities, but they piss me off as well. I am not well versed in music, though I love (in a very passionate sense of the term) certain pieces.
You get the idea.
I am not altogether consistent; there is no organizing principle to my life. I am in high school, and I've learned to (I don't think people start out this way) go about things often half-heartedly in a variety of disconnected, meaningless routes and manners. But that doesn't mean when I focus on something, I don't think it through. Rather, it only means that I don't know what I want to focus on.
And that doesn't mean I don't have tendencies either. I like to think that when I'm in a situation that lends itself to being so, I'm thoughtful and intelligent. But considering maintaining that constantly would pretty much wholly compromise my social life (and perhaps my energy), I am very often "fun-loving"--you all know what that implies. Not that it's a bad thing to be careless to purpose ("entertainment" is certainly a purpose, but not a lasting or necessarily important one for the benefit of things), of course, but I think I like myself better when I think. Anyway, neither of those states describe me as a person, because I oscillate between them and others that I probably couldn't recognize, let alone name.
I don't even know if I'll use this, to be honest. So that may have just been a big waste of time. Eh. We'll see. That's my view of myself in a nutshell.
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